I turned and over to a side, I looked and saw a glimpes of the purple sky; I saw it in awe, for why was it in my place? I saw it, it's cloud left me and all that was were the sky and I once more, so I could look apon in it wonderment, and it could look down at me without storm. We were close and I could feel it's warm winds once again apon my lips, these lips that had grown cold from the storm. We were close enough again to where I could touch my lips to the sky. Though to my dismay, I turned and realized, the preceding events only to be children of an idle brain...

Years ago, my skies were blue, cloudy, but blue. Those clouds turned to storm, a tempest never before seen in my life, lightning struck left, floods to the right. This tempest grew only stronger, it lasted for so long, seven of my nine lifes squandered. I was left to only two more. I had left the place of the storm, the clouds followed for a short time. The tempest came to a halt three quarter years ago, the clouds parted... I looked up to see an even more beautiful purple sky. The most amazing and unique sky I've ever seen, I loved to see this sky, and greatly enough it gave me no storms. Sadly these purple skies have left me, leaving me now to blackened stormy skies. I have but one life left....

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Yeah life's boring. I'm ju.............






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You can't deny math....numbers never lie, lawl.

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Yeah, it's my birthday today....*looks around then coughs* I don't feel any different....*scratches neck*.....maybe birthdays before you turn to an age when you get more privileges or rights are overrated...well, this is my last year as a "child", I guess that's all that is special about it. As for 16 years old, I could start legally driving, but yeah....*coughs*

Well, other than being in a spanish class that truelly does incite near homicidal feelings.....I guess I'm ok, just want to see Nija more, but I get to have her along tonight...we're going to eat at a really cool Japanese restraunt that she likes. We've been together now for 7 monthes, yay. In that time, no fighting, arguments, or even annoying eachother, only being happy with eachother, woot.

Yesturday I got pretty mad because some stupid bitch whore of an ex-friend of Nija, decided to steal Nija's $300 digital camera during school and lied about taking it. I've never liked her much...she's always been annoying as Hell....now she's just spawn from Hell...If I were there I'd beat that bitch. (notice how I always swore I never would curse....well look how pissed she made me, not to mention I have the decency not to beat girls, well she is a bit of an exception)...Not to mention that she has some crush on me and always talks to Nija about how she likes me, what a dumb bimbo. Plus she has a picture she got from the school of me...in her wallet, stalker bitch....God I hate her, I'd love to go to her and tell her just how much I hate her, so I can crush her damn heart. If she ever tries to hug me too....I'll probably break her arm. There were pictures on there of Nija and I that Nija didn't yet get to get off the camera, and they were REALLY nice pictures too. That bimbo bitch who stole it probably deleted all the pictures that weren't just of me, then looks at the ones of me, I swear I'll find some way to go to her in person and tell her to go kill herself because she's a damned bitch that deserves Hell and that I hate her vastly, to drop her damn crush, beccause loving a person who would sooner kill you than look at you....it just doesn't work out(not to mention I am with Nija, my love)....

Anyone wishing to donate to the "crush the damn bitch" fund, it's a very worthy cause....

*breathes in, breathes out*