Apon this night... it ended. The sky has left me, to see no more, speak no more... she even seeks another. Lo, poor purple sky, that it should come down to this, that she, so hurt from hurting me, should leave me all together; to talk and to see, nevermore.

Fire to fire, from our mouthes we spoke. Reserved not, speaking fully, O, if only had it not needed to come to this. I had let go, but sadly... only too late. I see no purple in my future... I finally had decided to let go... I cared not... I only wish her a good life... and some day, we could talk again.

Oh, Great Divine, deliver me... Deliver me from these skies, take me to skies meant for mine eyes. Deliver me from this love forevermore and let me seek another.

Now I lay here, no sky...save for a sky I cannot have, with no distinct colour as of yet. I had done all I could to hold on, sometimes having to hold on, other times it coming naturally.
But after these last few days.....well... now, I'd have to clasp it tight....Now....these things part from me....

Freedom.

A little Quiz of not that littleness.

1. If I looked in your trunk, what would I find?

== A sniper rifle...home made napalm....oh, and a body

2. Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?

== Closed, since people are usually not not home

3. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawers, or just thrown in?

== folded of course, wouldn't want UNDERWEAR to have fine wrinkles that anyone can ever see...

4. Sleep on your back or stomach?

== rarely on my stomach, I think on my back or side

5. Are you a cuddler?

== yeah, but no one to cuddle with -_-

6. What would I find if I looked under your bed?

== Um...a box with my black bathroom theme stuff I had for my bathroom in the apartment, my personal DVD player that I would just pull up on the bed to watch something, a digital alarm clock, then stuff only under there until I clean my room (lots of bubble wrap, dirty clothes, some computer speakers)

7. Something today that made you mad?

== Having a very odd dream, OH, and waking up
lawl, just kidding

8. What were you doing before this survey?

== messing around on random things on the computer

9. What will you do after this survey?

== work on my story, le woot

10. Marriage or living together?

== marriage are teh bettar than teh latter

11. What are you wearing right now?

== A vibrant dark blue Hawaiian shirt (base colour is dark blue, with black streaks going up, with some flame like black pattern and blueish white hawaiian flowers going around the middle...half unbuttoned) and slightly faded green camouflage cargo pants. Yeah, it doesn't match, but it's SO COMFY, and it's kind of the point not to match, it was inspired by some of Tyler Durden's style from Fight Club.

White socks...Kenaz necklace from travis, square nail cross necklace and the single kyo bracelet

12. What's the last thing you ate?

== two cheddarwurst BBQ sandwhiches, YUM!

13. How many languages do you speak?

== one, lawl

14. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

== Eh, depends on what it is

15. Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?

== plenty

16. First thing you do when you wake up?

== Lay in bed trying to remember any dreams I had if they seemed to mean anything, or jsut lay in bed and be comfy

17. Last person you told you love them?

== love, inlove = Nija
love, family love = mom

18. Kiss with your eyes open or closed?

== both are good

19. Bite or Lick?

== ...both....O_o....depends on what

21. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?

== Yeah, about 75% of the time.

22. Why do you like the person you like?

....NOT TO BE SPOKEN OF, lul

23. When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?

== Pretty much, I hit snooze over and over

24. If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?

== A capachin, sure, a chimp, no...

25. What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?

== THOSE ANNOYING AS HELL SMILEYS THAT MAKE STUPID "OH MY GOD, NO WAY!" COMMENTS!

26. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?

== I dunno, not much...

27. When will you turn 50?
Uh...... May 1st, 2040

28. Who is your best friend?

== Travis, who I still commonly call Tybalt.

29. Where do you wish you were right now?

== With Travis, doing parkour, or sparring, or running Route Kanal...I dunno, or just chill

30. What song are you currently listening to?

== nothing right now

31. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

== I have never drank alchohol...and if I were to, it would be wine or champagen....not pisswater, er I mean BEER OF THE "finest" QUALITY!

32. How do you handle losing?

== I kill the winrar!

33. What time did you wake up this morning?

== 11:05

34. Do you have any cousins?

== yup, about 10

36. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

== Tybalt

37. What is the WORST subject they teach in school?

== KEYBOARDING!

38. Where do you plan on living when you grow up?

== I...don't....know...probably somewhere around Sir Tybalt

39. What was your dream this morning?

== ...Don't ask....please, don't ask

40. How many times have you seen your favorite movie?

== um, I dunno, like 15 times maybe

41. Where was the last place you traveled?

== California to see friends and family

42. How was your past weekend?

== um....not long enough

43. What is your favorite song?

== The Scientist, by Coldplay

44. Why are you doing this survey?

== I'm bored

45. What is the best ice cream flavor?

== Serbert!!!!!!!!

46. Do you think you are attractive?

== yeah

47. Is someone on your mind right now?

== yeah, she should get off of it, she's not even single *groan*

48. Can you say the alphabet backwards?

== yeah, pretty well too

49. Do you worry about how you look?

== a bit, primarily my hair, I hate when it curls or waves

50. Would you ever change for a boy/girl?

== If the change was to be a better person and be more myself, then yeah

51. When did you last cry?

== Yesturday

52. Have you ever been on stage?

== I've been on plenty of stages....but not during some kind of show, lawl

53. Can you whistle?

== yep, I can whistle inhaling and exhaling, making it easy to whistle a fast beat song

54. Would you do anything for that special someone?
No matter what it was.

== most likely

55. Do you know who Stewie Griffin is?

== Greatest baby EVER!

56. Do you have any plans for today?

== Work on my story, which I'll call "AIR" for the time being

57. Are you friends with guys or girls?

== Both.

59. Have you ever thought a friend could be more than a friend?

== once or twice, I think

60. Do you like the beach?

== In Hawaii, HELL YES!

61. What color is your toothbrush?

== Um, mint green and white....

62. What makes you laugh?

== Invader Zim, Family Guy, Daria

63. Are you ticklish?

== yeah

^^ the end!

I looked to the purple skies only to see a greater storm, a tempest commencing. By the end, my last life was nearly lost, just teetering on the edge of oblivion, just about to let the form laying dormant in me slowly take over, to gain full control. My mind broke down, piece by piece, heart to rubble. I sighed as I felt more and more of me die inside. I let out a sigh, "I fucking hate myself, I hate this shit hole of a planet and I don't want to see a new sky dawn, no matter what colour, I don't want it, I don't want love. Fuck it, I don't care....". It's sad really, when things regress, when they even get worse than before...it's a terrible thing when The Malicious Alchemist turns gold into lead.

I yelled out to Crimson, he gave reply, we talked for some deal of time. He saved me from oblivion, from hate, from evil... he saved me from myself, that form that layed dormant inside, now trying to advance itself. "It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything..." I said, though thinking that I cared not anymore for the trivial things of this universe, not even the precious things. I still wish for purple skies...but I'm giving up."With everything....dreams, signs, timing, and what we were....it was all too perfect! How can I deny a truth? Why should I lie to myself? Was it really The Great Divine all those times?" I asked Crimson. He said that it may be in my best interest if I move on to find an unclouded sky..."I can't even trust myself, I trust you more than I trust myself" I muttered to him. It's all just too hard for me, I don't want to accept it, because it's all so wrong...or do I just hate being wrong and being fucked over again by fate? I am the only one with the answer, but I'll never know it, for I can't even trust myself...

Laying down to sleep I mutter through pain,"Oh, Great Divine, please, save me from myself..."

These eyes grow to look more like fire...sadly not of the three divine flames...but of the grotesque form that lay in me, dormant, ressurected with the sky clouding over....I fear what change may come to me....

One eve before last hath I gone into the wilderness , to deal with the great deal of emotion baring on my heart, weighing on my soul, and aggrivating my mind. Still under the storm of the purple sky had I wandered. Some flash in the sky had gone unignored by this curious mind, I had climbed a towerous structure to greater understand these mysterious strobes. It was lightning from the west, but I felt it was talking to me...

Apon this night, hath I spoken with the the great divine, and from him, through the western lights he has answered my inquireries. And this orange tabby shall see once again those purple skies I have so loved before, this last life will not go squandered...